What do you do? When every day you go to a job that you used to love, that you worked so hard to get, and now it has all been taken away. Now everyday I sit there and listen to a group of people who don’t know what they are talking about, instead they guess and bank on the fact that they have so much power that they can’t be wrong. It is like being on the Titanic and seeing the iceberg coming and when you try to warn the captain all he does is listen to his right hand mand who feeds him all the yes’s and great idea captain’s he can handle, even if his yes’s are securing his own demise. So at the end of the day when I walk out of that office what can I say to myself: that I did a great job? that I learned everything I could? Nope neither, instead I walk out with my head down and bitch ti my co-workers who no doubt will rat me out at the end of the day. But as I come home and listen to whatever song my ipod spits out on shuffle eventually I just have to accept the fact that right now my life isn’t in a spot where I want it to be, and unfortunately no one is going to change that for me. So for now I sit, I turn on the song “The whole world” by Outkast and think of how I’m going to get to where I need to be.
Stay tuned…